The Art of Organized Chaos
Last updated: 12 November 2024
Look, I know what you’re thinking when you see my desk. “How can anyone work in this mess?” The papers are stacked in what appears to be random piles. There’s a coffee mug from yesterday (okay, maybe from last week) sitting next to my keyboard. And yes, that’s definitely a small collection of sticky notes stuck to my monitor, each containing crucially important information that I absolutely must not forget.
But here’s the thing: what looks like chaos to you is actually my finely tuned organizational system. I have ADHD, and this is how my brain works best. If you’re wondering what ADHD actually is, it’s more than just being distracted or disorganized.
Let me explain the logic behind what I call my “tactical piling strategy.” Everything on my desk is positioned exactly where it needs to be – at least according to my brain. That stack of papers on the left? Those are bills I need to pay. The pile in the middle? Current projects. The seemingly random cluster of items on the right? Those are things I need to deal with this week. And that lone paper sitting at a slight angle near my mouse pad? That’s probably the most important document of all, positioned specifically so I won’t forget about it.
The problem is, my brain processes information differently. When people tell me to “just file it away,” they don’t understand that filing systems are where my important documents go to die. Once something is tucked away in a drawer or a folder, it might as well be in another dimension. Out of sight truly means out of mind for my ADHD brain.
I recently spent three hours looking for my car registration. “Where did you last see it?” my helpful friend asked. Well, that’s the thing about ADHD – my brain doesn’t create those kinds of memories. It’s like my life is a movie, but someone keeps cutting out random scenes. I know I had the registration in my hand at some point, but everything between that moment and now is a complete blank.
This memory quirk extends to everything. Keys, phone, wallet – these items are in a constant state of hide-and-seek. I’ve developed what I call the “pat-down ritual”: a thorough checking of all pockets before leaving any location. It looks like I’m performing a strange dance, but it’s actually a survival technique.
That’s why my piling system exists. It’s not perfect, but it works for me. When everything is visible, I can scan my environment quickly and spot what I need. It’s like living in an art gallery where all the paintings are important documents and everyday items. Sure, it might look cluttered to others, but to me, it’s a carefully curated exhibition of my life.
I’ve tried the “normal” organization methods. Filing cabinets? They’re document black holes. Those beautiful matching storage boxes? They become time capsules of forgotten tasks. The problem isn’t that I don’t want to be organized – it’s that traditional organization methods don’t work with how my brain processes information.
Sometimes I’ll find something I’ve been looking for in a spot that made perfect sense to me when I put it there. “Of course I put the scissors in the fruit bowl! I was using them to open a package of apples, and I knew I’d need them again when I got more fruit.” This logic makes complete sense to my ADHD brain, even though it might sound bizarre to others.
I’ve learned to embrace this part of myself. Yes, I might spend ten minutes every morning looking for my glasses (which are usually on top of my head). And yes, I have backup copies of important documents because I know myself too well. But this is just part of my personal operating system.
The key is understanding that different brains work differently. What looks like disorder to one person might be a perfectly functional system for another. Many successful people organize their lives in unique ways, and my piles might seem chaotic, but they’re actually a physical manifestation of how my mind categorizes and processes information.
So the next time you see someone with a desk that looks like mine, remember that there might be a method to their madness. We’re not messy – we’re just operating on a different organizational wavelength. And if you’re someone like me, know that it’s okay to have your own system. As long as you can find what you need (eventually) and it works for you, that’s what matters.
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to go find my phone. I’m pretty sure I put it somewhere logical, like the refrigerator, while I was thinking about making a phone call about ordering groceries.